"Diddy may have loved Kim Porter, but he loves Clive Davis more": J.Lo Reveals How Diddy's Love For Men DESTROYED Their Relationship | HO

In recent revelations, Jennifer Lopez has opened up about her tumultuous relationship with P. Diddy, shedding light on the toxicity and challenges she faced during their time together. Despite the public image they portrayed as a stylish and glamorous couple, Lopez has now disclosed the darker realities of their romance, particularly highlighting Diddy's infidelity and her own struggles with trust and fidelity.

Lopez admitted that her relationship with Diddy was the first time she experienced continuous worries about her partner's faithfulness. She described feeling devastated and emotionally drained by the constant fear of catching Diddy cheating, leading to a downward spiral in her life. Lopez recalled moments of frantic searching for Diddy, suspecting him of infidelity but never finding concrete evidence.

One pivotal moment in their relationship was a nightclub confrontation that escalated into gunfire, resulting in injuries to several individuals. Lopez found herself thrust into a harrowing situation, spending hours in police custody and enduring the trauma of being shackled and questioned. This incident further strained their relationship and exposed the dangerous reality of their association.

Despite Diddy's attempts to win her back with grand gestures, including releasing hundreds of doves as a symbolic gesture of reconciliation, Lopez ultimately chose to end the relationship. She realized that she could no longer tolerate the toxic dynamic and unhealthy dependency they had developed.

Reflecting on her experience with Diddy, Lopez acknowledged the valuable lessons she learned about herself and the music industry. She recognized the necessity of self-work and forgiveness in moving forward from a damaging relationship.

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Diddy Lawsuit Filed by Rodney Jones Not Settled Despite Court Docket Update

12:09 PM PT -- And just like that, the court docket for Diddy's case has been wiped of any word of a settlement -- so it seems the federal court there in NY realized they'd made a mistake.

Diddy's case stemming from a lawsuit filed by a producer he worked with appears to have been settled in court -- but it's a total mistake, and this ain't over yet ... TMZ has learned.

An official court docket update came through Wednesday on the Jones v. Combs case out of NYC -- and it suggests Diddy and Rodney Jones (the guy suing him) have come to terms and reached a settlement agreement.

Per the court docket ... a settlement conference was held Wednesday, and it was apparently revealed that Diddy and Rodney not only reached a settlement, but that the two parties would submit a draft of their agreement by next week.

The docket update also says the parties appeared for the Wednesday conference by video.

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However, as it turns out ... this is NOT true whatsoever. Sources with direct knowledge -- from both sides of the case -- tell TMZ this lawsuit is still very much on, and that no settlement has been reached. We're told the court staff there seems to have screwed up.

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One way you know this was a clerical error is that the judge listed on the docket for this case is not the one that's been presiding thus far -- it's a completely different judge from White Plains, NY ... and more importantly, they're not the judge who's been assigned here.

Long story short, it's a false alarm, as we're told Diddy plans to fight this case -- remember, he's denied all of Rodney's claims ... which covered a wide range of salacious topics.

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The only case Diddy has settled thus far is from the Cassie lawsuit last year. On this front, though, he seems ready to go to trial if he needs to ... and Rodney's not relenting either.

READ MORE: Jennifer Lopez 'sings to' her ex-boyfriend Diddy during final Las Vegas show... as current love Alex Rodriguez watches
Jennifer Lopez dated Diddy, aka Sean Combs and Puff Daddy, from 1999 until 2001.

And on Saturday evening the exes reunited in Las Vegas as J-Lo's current beau - former baseball player Alex Rodriguez - was in the wings.

The 49-year-old beauty was at Planet Hollywood for her last All I Have show.

Close again: Jennifer Lopez dated Diddy, aka as Sean Combs and Puff Daddy, from 1999 until 2001. And on Saturday evening the exes reunited in Las Vegas

Reunited and it feels so good: The beauty gave her ex a warm hug; they have not been seen together in quite some time

According to an eyewitness, Diddy, 48, was 'front and center' during her racy performance, watching her every move.

'Alex was facing stage left in the audience, but Diddy was front and center so he could see her very well,' the eyewitness tells DailyMail.com.

'Jennifer saw Diddy in the crowd and sang to him. She seemed to be performing with a wink and a nod to him. At one point, she shouted out Diddy's name so the entire audience knew he was there.

'Then she screamed out Alex's name too. So she was very aware her ex and current boyfriend were both in the audience.

'She also performed a tribute to her kids Emme and Max.'

Also seen were Alicia Quarles from DailyMailTV, LL Cool J, Vanessa Hudgens, Ashley Graham, Pia Toscano, Ja Rule, Adrienne Bailon and Jersey Shore after hours host Julissa Bermudez.

Kings of the game: Diddy, J-Lo's manager Benny Medina and guest attend the after party for the finale of the 'Jennifer Lopez: All I have' residency

Showbiz Royalty: An array of famous faces ventured to Las Vegas on Saturday night to see Lopez's, 49,  final performance of her residency at the Planet Hollywood Hotel

The stunning songstress wore a full length cat suit emblazoned with glitter and a halter neck.

She showed off her gym-honed figure and toned arms at the show, as she brushed back her golden locks into a high ponytail paired with giant hoop earrings.

The Jenny From the Block hitmaker finished off her look with sky-high golden stilettos.

Jenny from the block: She showed off her gym-honed figure and toned arms at the show, as she brushed back her golden locks into a high ponytail paired with giant hoop earrings

Family first: Former New York Yankees player Alex, 43, was on hand to offer his girlfriend support as he bought the star's families along to see her final showcase

Jump and hug: J-Lo shared a tender moment with her daughter Emme at the after party

Loved up: Looking almost a glamorous as J Lo herself, A Rod paired pink silk trousers with a matching shirt

Later, she donned a leopard print fur cover up and posed with her daughter Emme, 10, her niece, Lucie Wren Lopez-Goldfried, 10, and Alex Rodriguez's daughters  Natasha, 13 and Ella, 10.

Beau Alex opted for an all pink ensemble.

Looking almost a glamorous as J Lo herself, A Rod paired pink silk trousers with a matching shirt.

"They all got a Blondie on stand-by "... Mary J Blige FINALLY Exposed Diddy: Jaguar Wright tried to tell us about the wickedness of the industry, but she was written off as being a bitter, crazy liar

Mary opens up about her life and career, recalling her dark early days when writing music was her only escape. She, like Usher, reflects on the challenging times during the Making the Band days with Diddy, emphasizing that being associated with him was detrimental. Usher previously mentioned that being with Diddy was the worst time of his life.

Mary J. Blige acknowledges the hardships she faced, including hard drugs, bad business deals, sex, sleeping around, and wild parties. These revelations seem to confirm the mysteries surrounding Mary J. Blige that people have been trying to piece together for years. After various documentaries and events in her life, it appears that Diddy was the source of much of the chaos.

In an interview, Danny Boy sheds light on the atmosphere surrounding Suge Knight, describing him as a powerful figure who attracted many. He mentions encounters with Mary J. Blige, Misa, and other women connected to Diddy and the music industry. Danny Boy hints at a group of women associated with Diddy who seemed willing to engage in certain activities, suggesting a connection between these women and the darker aspects of the industry.

The narrative expands to include Diddy's influence on women in his circle, insinuating that they had to be willing to partake in specific behaviors to advance in the industry. Mary J. Blige is mentioned alongside other women connected to Diddy, with references to their involvement with KC, Tupac, and Danny Boy himself.

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MARY J. BLIGE SAYS SHE USED TO BE ‘AFRAID’ TO LISTEN TO HER OWN MUSIC

Mary J. Blige has one of the smoothest voices in music. But for her, listening to her own songs hasn’t always been so easy.

On an episode of TODAY With Hoda and Jenna from Wednesdsay (March 8), the R&B/Soul icon revealed some surprising thoughts about her own music.

“I used to hate everything about me. The sound of my voice, the sound of my speaking voice. And I used to just be afraid to hear any music back,” she said.

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Though Blige struggled to get over this self-loathing, she revealed that these bad feelings eventually went away.

She said: “We grow up thinking we couldn’t boast or brag or love on ourselves, and now I’m doing all that…I have so much fun with myself. I’m like, ‘Girl, you look so good. I’m so proud of you. Oh, that looks nice on you.’ And I’m by myself a lot, so I’m always like, ‘Oh Mary, I love that! Let’s wear this tonight. That’s gonna be hot!’”

Earlier this week, while promoting her Strength of a Woman Summit, Mary J. also stopped by CBS Mornings and made an exciting announcement about her love life.

Blige said that she manifested the love she deserves and has been relishing the good relationship she has after going through it with her ex-husband, Martin “Kendu” Isaacs.

“I am in love. I believe I deserve a good relationship,” she said. “With myself. With a partner. When you believe it, it comes to you.

“I’m able to be my own company because I believe in love for myself, I’m not going to give up on love. I’m not going to let a bad relationship or a bad marriage stop me from having a good life and having romance and getting the hugs that I want and the desire and kisses.”

The “Family Affair” singer has been very vocal about her struggles in the music industry.

Last year, the superstar singer opened up about her journey in her cover story for Glamour. The magazine dubbed the Yonkers native ‘Woman of the Year,’ and while diving into her success, Mary had to also reflect on the ride it took to get there.

“This is not an overnight success,” she said. “This is not an easy thing, this new me, this new Mary. This is hard work. When you’re happy and you’re strong, and you’ve been…[as] miserable as I’ve been in life and went through as much hell, it’s easy to revert back to the residue. It’s easy to revert back to the past because that’s what you knew. Because you know the pain of the past will always try to pull you back.”